Ode to the Man in Blue Plaid Pants

The man sits in a rocking chair,
watching the road from a porch,
alone.

The house behind him glows warmly
and a silhouette moves past a window.
In the kitchen,
his wife of 45 years makes dinner,
in silence.

Last year and the years before,
they would host dinner parties—
friends would gather in the kitchen
and the clumsy-handed would be sent outside.

The air would be contagious with laughter
and often smell of burnt flour,
but friends would come back again and again.

Things are different now,
the air is contagious with something new
and no one laughs about it.

The man sits alone on the porch
and his wife cooks alone inside,
each thinking about their hosting days,
the friends they will never see again
and the ones they hope to hear from soon.

The isolation they feel is not dissimilar to loneliness—
only, this loneliness is with another.

Will we ever know?

Time passes by on a paper clock,
the hands follow each other in a syncopated rhythm,
grasping for something
that they can’t reach.

A bird calls out on each ticking hour,
expecting a return call,
but it never comes.

A boy sits in a wooden chair,
staring up at the clock,
waiting for something to change.

He grows older as the clock’s hands continue chasing,
the paper yellows–curls,
and his voice deepens,
yet he never uses it above a whisper.

Another cry in the night
brings further silence,
The boy—now a man—sits,
waiting.

His stare bores into the fading clock—
right through the heart of time,
but it never stops ticking,

Ticking in time with the rushing blood in his head
and the tapping of his fingers.

He feels close,
close to the answer he’s seeking,
but it’s still too far away,
lingering out of reach.

“Time,” he calls out,
“please, I beg of you…”
but time remains silent,
the last of its species:
a breed that died out with nothing to answer it.

The man,
reaching the end of his life,
asks time once more,
“Wait,” in a hoarse whisper,
“I almost understand,
just give me a little more time.”

Time responds,
understanding him but knowing it’s too late,
“I’m sorry,
but I can’t wait any longer…”